I’m Doc Nayan M.D,M.P.H.

A small resistance against being forgotten.

Haha your curious mind has got you here I like curious Brains but this isn’t a website in the usual sense. It’s a place where thoughts are allowed to exist without needing to prove anything. I made this space to leave behind pieces of how I see the world the people who shaped me, the moments that stayed, and the questions that never really left. Some things feel too fragile to keep only in memory, so I write.

Why this exists you ask !?

Most of life passes quietly. Conversations fade. Feelings dissolve. Versions of us disappear without ceremony. This is my way of slowing that down not to preserve facts, but to preserve a state of being: how certain days felt, how certain people mattered, how I tried to understand what was happening while it was happening.

What you’ll find here !?

Fragments. Reflections. Stories without neat endings. Sometimes it will sound like a journal, sometimes like a letter no one asked for, sometimes like a thought I didn’t know where else to put. That’s intentional.

A small note

I’m not actively sending people here. This place mostly just… exists. So if you found your way to these pages, it was probably through your own curiosity. And if you’re reading this, I hope you know there was never any bitterness or ill will behind these words only an attempt to be honest, and to leave things as gently as I could.

The part of me that is a doctor

I’ve spent a lot of time around bodies, illness, and uncertainty. It changes the way you look at time. It makes you notice what people hold onto when nothing is guaranteed. That perspective slips into these pages quietly, in the background.

If you’re reading this

Maybe you were looking for something small and human in a very loud world. Or maybe you just arrived here by accident. Either way, this is who I am or was, in pieces.

— Doc Nayan